S A B O T E U R
by Ahemed Shamim Ansary
My birth doesn’t appear before me as an opportune
I could be begotten a bit earlier to inscribe my fortune.
During 1971, if I were a vivacious young as I am now
Must have become a valiant freedom fighter, I vow!
I could take part in the Liberation War for my Country
As an invincible safeguard, a vigilant weariless sentry.
Whether I attended or not, history must not be different
I’d be a gallant warrior to the top of my cherished bent.
Our vigorous fighters’ strenuous toils, I could lessen a bit
By helping them to assist the bastard Pak-tyrants to find Pit.
A vindictive observer of ’71’s War cry, a victim rancorous:
Awesome carnage, implausible vandalism, lechery ravenous.
Going to the War, horror of ’71 I could intensely witness:
Horror, pitfall & doom of the unnerved oppressor, witless.
Warfare both front and guerrilla- air, rural, naval or urban
Pistol, Rocket launcher, LMG, Grenade, SLR or Stengun.
I’d not bring the horrendous Genocide to a quiescent halt
But co-commandos & I could make the occupants for a bolt.
Two latent, inevitable options: Martyrdom or Independence
Neither vacillation, trepidation in myself, nor reluctance.
Motherly Bangladesh, dear mother & unseen beloved pretty
Could be my ingrained inspirations immense, never petty.
Till Death I’d proclaim vehemently- an evenhanded boast
Such a Death for Motherland, I deem, is the precious most.
* Saboteur was published in THE MUSE,
the little magazine of the Department of English, in its Fifth Issue (November-December 2008)