Run!
Written by:
Md. Rakibul Hasan
A.S.M. Jakir Hossain
Rashna Khanam
Md. Rofiz Uddin
20 minutes. 3 kilometres. Can we make it? The question mark is hanging over our head because of us. Because just a crazy thought drove two of us on the long winding road, unplanned, unprepared. I was reflecting on those when once again Sumon poked me.
- Jak! Please do something. I must attend the exam. I have prepared for this exam so hard. Please don’t let me down.
The craziness spurred last night, when I overheard our hosts Nahid vai and Salim vai. I observed how they poked fun out of our fellow candidates forcing them to dance almost stripped. Noup! I couldn’t let my prestige be milk shaken like that.
Sumon! Dear bro- said I in hushed voice- I’m out of this at least for tomorrow.
He sleepily nodded. Then suddenly with bursting eyes even in the dark he whimpered- take me with you!
- Ok. Ok! Keep hush now. We will spend the day outside campus.
- Where?
- Let the fate and eyes decide.
Still then we didn’t even imagine what is waiting for us in the next 26 hours.
December 26, 2004. So cold a morning; actually dawn, we slipped down our beds. Just 3 minutes and we whizzed through the hall gate moderately dressed; didn’t even dare to open my luggage to take out warmer clothes.
10 minutes later, we were at the ‘Prantik Gate’. Just at that time- Huuuushhhh!!! Sumon has released his breath, which he was holding fearing that we might be caught anytime.
- Ahh! Out of the nightmare! Ha Ha Ha!
His body jerked with each Ha. Not to mention I also joined in that Ha Ha thing.
- So where to go?
- Hmm! Let’s go the ‘Smriti Soudha’. Open place, we could make the whole day there.
- Jakirrr! Rickshaw!
- Aye! You are being scary bro! Hop up!
Cring! Cring! Ting Ting Ting
Bro no need to bring
The shadows of the past
Hey ho! Bro! We broke the crust!!
Gleeful we two pushed through the monument’s gate. It’s serene. Almost empty there at the break of a new day. We walked towards the seven bladed monument.
- Sumon! We are here today standing freely. Nobody to shout at us- Halt! Show your ID card. Muslim or non- Muslim!
- Yeah! But our forefathers paid dearly to achieve this freedom. How cruel were those days!
- We had to do that sooner or later. Hey! Heard that opposition has called a Hartal today? Another stagnant day for the country!
Hey ho! We chattered on. The first rays of sun beamed on us through the haze of fog. And that time we felt that the hunger thing is crawling in our stomach.
- What to be done? What to eat?
- Luchi, parata, potato fry, mutton, beef or meat.
- Yo! Sumon! That’s too heavy. Take something light.
- Nope! I strongly stand for my parata and beef.
- Ok! Ok! Chief!!
Stomach full, feeling strength like bull. Literally we locked our temples lightly like those four footed animals and said- what’s next?
Seems to salvage us a ramshackle bus (or should we see murir tin) breaked some paces away. The conductor was shouting- Baipail, Baipail, Baipail! No more bus till noon! Seats vacant! Leaving soon.
We, two of the bipedal bull looked at each other with mischievous eyes- let’s go. No return to Jahangirnagar till evening.
Bhroooot! Bhroooot! Vot Vot! The bus moving forward with such speed, that even an ox cart can overtake it. What we two doing; looking at the passengers around.
- Look! Look at that Helvish Grisley boy! How chweet!! Red shawl, red shoe, red pants, red shirt, Mohican (or chandisila) hair cut, earrings; such a thing. Let’s talk to him.
- Hey bro! You’re looking gorrrgeous!
- Who are you, bro?
We two stunned, took aback hearing his (or her) voice and what an attitude. Unsure we two scratching our heads when the conductor came into rescue- Mama! That is a Hijrha (Third Gender). Talk at your risk.
- Ooooo! We are done!
Baipail came in one hour. It’s about six kilometers from the monument.
- The bus is a concord, I see.
- Ah! What a drive. It’s Pegasus in murir tin form I bet.
- Forget it man! Where should I pee?
- Me too, me too!!
So, we two lightened ourselves of the burden beside a dustbin.
What to do! What to do!
If nothing then booo!
- Walk towards the sun!
- What!
- Aye! Man! Let’s go east to Ashulia; behold! we are coming!!
- But no vehicles!
- Who cares! We have bus number 11.
- What’s that?
I pointed to my two single legs. He understood. So the march is on. We walked, walked, walked. How far is it? I don’t know dear Sam!
‘Ashulia, Ashulia’- came a hauler in rescue (or just to be sandwiched between local passangers).
-Breath long! Breath long! Dear Sumon!
His almost blue face unspeakably says- bro! I’m tired.
- Take rest! The air is cooler on the bridge.
- No!
- What!
- March on! I’m okay!
‘Tongi, Tongi’- again a hauler, a bit vacant. We jumped in for Tongi. 30 minutes, we are on the soil of Dhaka City Corporation. But, who’s gonna stay! Certainly, not us! As soon as we jumped off the hauler, hoped in another bus bound for Gazipur. ETA 1230 hrs.
Sun shining bright on us. We were looking for something. What would that be? Somehow the world seems to fuel our eccentricity. A bus is bound for Chandra. Once again we are on the move. Is the bus moving forward? No, it seems vigorously taken the task to teach us the math of monkey and the oily bamboo- one step forward, two steps back. In that monkey bus our eyes were caught by a bunch of beauties. Aha! God must have built her by His own hands. How gorgeous she’s looking in the purple dress. Her lush eyes, curls- oh no! Where were we going! Forget that! Let me drench my deserted eyes with this oasis of beauty. She seems to notice me. How can I talk to her? Let me devise some way.
- Jak! Lower your eyes!
- Don’t disturb! I hissed at Sumon.
- What the matter bro! Why are you looking at my sister? My view was blocked by a big macho man gazing at me hard.
- Oh! Nothing! Nothing! I was looking through the window.
- Don’t try to fool me! If you again look at her I’ll……………..
Who was looking where? I’m finding the lacehead of my shoe. Sumon has taken refuge in mending his jacket’s chain. Gosh! He’s gone. But I couldn’t resist myself from furtive glances of that beauty. Yet, remembering the words of the monster I kept at the bay depriving myself!
- Grrrrrr! Unromantic, sadistic, brute fellow! Don’t know how to behave with your future brother-in-law! Reflected I in hushed thought; cursing the cupid for such an uncomely event to meet with my sweetheart!! And with the cursing we somehow reached Chandra.
- Let’s go back to varsity. It’s about two hours drive up to there.
I’m deprived of the vibe
Don’t care about life
But what could I do
Let’s carry on the strife
- I’m going to Modhupur jungle. Today is full moon. Moonlit jungle. Ah! That could heal the brunt of being separated from mine would had been queen.
- Jak! You’re being too much emo.
- I’m not a man without heart, bro!
- Nor am I. Mission Moonlit Modhupur commence.
Agreed, we searched for a vehicle to Modhupur. But it’s Hartal day and no buses. An unloaded truck is bound to Rajshahi and we had company of day labourers willing to go to west of Jamuna. So, it’s a deal. The truck will carry us to at least Alenga, where we could catch a bus to Modhupur.
We were about to embark on the truck, when it suddenly revved forward.
- What the heck!
- We can’t pick you up right her. You’ve to walk about half kilo.
- Okay! We are on.
But the truck driver and helper was making fun at us. Whenever we came close to the truck, it revved forward. We became frantic. Let me once get close to it. Then the helper will see the music. But the truck at last geared forward out of reach. And we found that we are close to Kaliakair- we have made six kilo in the meanwhile!!!
Bit exhausted and hungry we two threw us on a bench before a tea-stall. Having the fuel of bread and banana- our dream of moonlit jungle again sprouted up.
- Bro! I’m going to pee. Wait here.
- Ok! Do it fast.
He went behind the shop down the highway slope. I’m looking aroung. The truck has left us with the labourers. Oh! Gosh! Tempos are on; plying between Mirzapur and Kaliakair. We can go halfway by them. But where’s Sumon?
I came down the slope, he’s not there. Searched almost all the vicinity, but no trace of him. For the first time in the whole day I became really scared. Had he left me? I asked almost all people describing his features. But nobody saw him leaving. No vehicle is plying between Kaliakair to Chandra or further. Then? What happened to him! He’s missing for 45 minutes.
Almost decided to go back on foot when the scum bug called at me- Hey! Sorry! Nature was calling so hard!
Look! The scum bug is flashing his teeth- let’s carry on!
Reminded of the moonlit jungle; pacified I moved on. 45 minutes later, we were at the historical Mirzapur. But no time to drool on the history; moonlit Modhupur jungle is calling us. We managed to get on packed bus towards Alenga, the crossroad of Mymensingh and Jamuna road. Reaching there in due time, we luckily got a bus for Sherpur via Modhupur. Wasting no time, we secured two seats on the engine cover.
Amar gorur garite bou sajiye….. Humming the driver- the jolly man!
- Mama, you’re driving a bus and where your beloved is; poked we.
- Mama, whatever you say; this is my ox cart! And your aunt is in my heart. Going home after 15 days. Amar gorur garite……
- Ha Ha Ha! How long will it take to Modhupur?
- Around one and half.
We two drifted once again in our burning dream. Hired a rickshaw without bargain; I had a feeling that something is waiting there for us.
The tall macho puller quickly took us to Dokhla range; but we persuaded him to go further; far from the tiny crowd amassed at the stalls around the entrance.
Icy cold air punching on our faces; but couldn’t resist us from going deep into. And at last there it is- a clear space through the hazes of jungle, bit off-road; shiny with silvery light of the watchful moon.
-Ah! Tonight cometh the true meaning of life. What a beauty. Can sacrifice entire life for this moment.
I didn’t say a single word; seems something coming up through my throat; what else matter? Why we all have to run and run for all those trivial things. Let’s end everything here.
- Sumon! Did you hear something? I believe someone playing on flute very near.
- But! Nobody’s around; and I don’t think that the macho puller is much of connoisseur of music; let playing the flute in such an enchanting tone.
- Then who is it?
Suddenly we felt that somebody is pulling at our collars.
- Move now! Or we all are finished
- What! You heck! The puller! What happened?
Not bothering to reply he threw on the seats and frantically pulled on the rickshaw. Bewildered and angry I demanded answer- Just answer me what’s happening?
- Don’t ask please! Coming, it’s coming!
What’s coming! I tried to look back. The puller pulling rickshaw so fast pulled me to look forward.
- For God’s sake! Don’t look back! Or it will be with you forever.
He almost flew us to Modhupur bazaar. Even in that cold; he was sweating like ice on the oven.
- Now! You hell! Tell me what happened there? Why you pulled at us?
- Pardon me! But that was coming! I can’t afford to lose our guests to its grasp.
- Who?
- The thing
- Ghost?
- Oh no! No! No! Please don’t call names.
- Holy….! Do you believe in that crap?
- Perhaps! You need to go back to lose your lives! Ask others around here.
I had no intention as hunger was craving inside me. Its 2230 hrs and only a few people around. We belched in some rice cakes. But what about a vehicle to Savar? Over there, a truck is being loaded.
- Where to mama?
- Tangail sadar.
- Can you please give us a lift to Tangail crossroad? We are students of Jahangirnagar varsity; need to get there by morning anyhow.
- Ok! But no room in the cab! You’ve to get on top of the load.
That’ll do. We climbed on top of the tarpaulin. The driver called- please lie down over there.
- Why?
- You may hit the roadside tree branches if seated erect.
We lie down on the tarpaulin and felt that it’s a bit spiky. What’s in there? A gap in the tarpaulin showed that we are sitting on green bananas. The truck is moving fast on empty road. And we are almost freezed- is it snowing!!
Hey! Uncles; get down! We have reached!
His voice seemed to float from far. I can’t move my limbs. They have become numb. Somehow managed to look at Sumon- same here bro! The driver realizing our numbness came up and pulled us down with the help of his assistant.
He left and we tried to warm us up in the only hotel beside a deserted patrol pump. Handmade bread and hot curries brought some warmth. But inside we were freezing down even more. How to reach Savar? None of the bus or trucks seems interested in picking us up and its 0300 hrs already. How should we attend the exam at 0730??
At last, a bus from Pabna took mercy on us. ETA 0315 hrs.
We two dodged on, as the bus dashed forward to Dhaka.
0530 hrs- Baipayl reached. You’ve to get down here. We will take the Ashulia road.
It’s still dark. Almost no light, empty around.
- Sumon! Use number 11 again. We can make it. We’ve two hours.
We moved on. But with each step we felt that energy is leaving us. But we have nothing to do, except keep moving forward.
The sloppy road leading to Jahangirnagar totally broke us down.
- Sumon! I’m done. My feets can’t take it anymore. I feel they are blistering.
- It’s about 3 kilo to the exam hall. Its 0700 now. We have only 30 minutes left.
- May we can get at least one rickshaw?
But none was there. Ten minutes passed in whiz. Sumon whimpered. 20 minutes, 3 kilometres. Science says man can make a kilometer per six minutes at regular walk speed. That’s for general time, not for us. But we’ve to make it.
- Sumon! No way! We’re going to make it!
- How!!
- Sprint.
His wild eyes swept past once over my face. Ok! Run!!